Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Time

Sorry it has taken me so long to post anything on this blog about Lestat.
Of course everyone knows now about his death in Bolivian prison. It has been five months now. It seems like yesterday to me. I will, in the coming weeks, post the story of how and why he died. It is tremendously difficult for me to find the right words. I am devastated. The pain is still fresh. Maybe it will always be. Everyone tells me time will make things better. I don't think I will ever feel better. Maybe in time I will feel different, not feel such anguish. Maybe with time I will be able the write his story with out tears clouding my vision and hitting the keyboard. Maybe I will be able to go into his room without having a melt down. Maybe I will be able to go to the book store without shaking at seeing the books he so loved. Time. We shall see.